Still going through the grief of losing my kitty, Freya. And apparently my “go to” for dealing with grief is cleaning and organizing. So I started going through the closet in my back bedroom which acts as my guest room, library and entertainment area (a 2nd tv, Nintendo 64, DVD and VCR). The closet had […]
It never ends …
As of writing this, it’s been 2002 days since Mario shuffled off this mortal coil. Two thousand and two sounds a lot crazier than “over 5 years”. It seriously does not seem like I’ve woken up that many times without him being in my life. The other day, I had to dig out the ol’ […]
Sad Songs DO Say So Much
This has not been one of my better weeks. Sadly, my kitty with the illness died on Monday night. Tuesday I had to make a 3 hour drive to pick up Mario’s dad at the airport on 3 hours sleep. Wednesday I found out that the Jeep repair I was originally quoted $1900 jumped to […]
Ramblings
It’s another one of those weeks where I really have a lot of my mind, but trouble writing about it. One of the things is the passage of time. I’m not sure I really valued time as much as I do now before loved ones in my life started dying, which is a bit of […]
In this boat.
Finally made it to the local widow’s lunch group again this past Monday. It’s often difficult for me to attend because it is a Monday at 11am. So if I have a client (or potential client) that wants a zoom or something, I’ve got to prioritize it. Everyone in the group totally understands. I’m the […]
Trying to Have a Summer
I’ve been desperately trying to have a summer while dealing with a cavalcade of problems on many fronts. My attempt to get out and relax in nature this past Sunday pretty much sums it up. Here’s what happened … Saturday night I got my inflatable kayak out. It lives in a large bag. I opened […]
Numbers, yet again.
You know how people ask, “Is Mercury in retrograde?” when everything seems to be going wrong? Funny thing about that is I was actually born during a Mercury retrograde and my theory is that when it happens, it doesn’t affect me the same way because I came into existence during it (or perhaps I really […]
Resolve
“He who is firm and resolute in will moulds the world to himself.” — Johann Wolfgang von Goethe I’m still dealing with my kitty, Freya, who is stumping veterinarians with severe anemia. Everyone has been guessing with a diagnosis of IMHA, or Immune-Mediated Hemolytic Anemia. It’s a scary mouthful and an even scarier and often […]
Only Happy When It Rains
(Reposting from almost exactly 2 years ago as I’ve had another crazy week with emergency vet care for my kitty, Freya.) Mario wasn’t one of those guys who carried on and complained or wilted like a flower when he was sick or had some physical pain. His tolerance was high, bolstered by a masochistic tendency. […]
A picture is worth a 1000 words.
I’m low on sleep and was having trouble coming up with something to write about, so I gave myself a challenge. Find an old photo with Mario and put 1000 words to it. So here we go. Oddly, the photo I’ve selected was taken right around this time (June) exactly 6 years ago. Here’s the […]
Possessions
I stumbled on a YouTube video earlier in the week of a British guy talking about possessions and how he was at a rummage sale and thinking about all the items there were once items that someone cared deeply about and are now being sold for very little money. I didn’t end up watching the […]
The Doldrums
Ever heard the term, “stuck in the doldrums”? The doldrums is a nautical term for the equatorial region of the Earth where the prevailing trade winds converge, often resulting in calms, sudden squalls, and little to no forward progress for sailing vessels. Metaphorically, it’s used to describe the same sort of thing: little to no […]












