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No more Second Fiddles

Posted on: February 2, 2020 | Posted by: Sarah Treanor and Mike Welker

A few weeks ago, Mike and I wrote a joint post together about some of the challenges of two widowed people dating. The metaphor that we mentioned, which is a common one, was of being second fiddle… the idea that each of us sometimes feels “second” to the person that came before us in our partner’s lives. It’s a bit unavoidable now and then to feel that… but I would say that most of the time we don’t go around carrying that weight. 

After I’d written my part of the post, while Mike was working on his, I was milling around in the kitchen quietly… putting dishes away, cleaning the counters, etc. I was thinking more on the idea of the second fiddle and got to thinking – maybe there is a better metaphor for this life as a new partner. 

Maybe in our old life we were fiddles, playing in unison together with our matching fiddle. But a lot has happened since that life, and the person that I am is different from who I was then – as is the same with Mike. Maybe now, we aren’t fiddles at all anymore. Maybe we’re guitars, or cellos, or banjos. Maybe Mike and Megan and Drew and I were matching fiddles… but maybe now, Mike and I are more like a guitar and a banjo. We each have a different sound from the person we were then, and together, we harmonize into a whole new sound. 

This idea is really beautiful to me, and may just prove to be the perfect new metaphor by which to view this complex world of being two widowed people who are loving again. Being such a big music lover, it’s the kind of metaphor that makes sense to me and has a really good feel to it. Being that Mike has brought all new kinds of music into my life – particularly bluegrass music – makes this metaphor even stronger for me. When I think of my life with Mike, in musical terms, it has a similar but different sound to it. Like country to bluegrass. Does it mean that I like our sound more or less than my sound with Drew? Definitely not. Does it mean I no longer love the old music? Nope. It just means that Mike came in and added more beautiful music into my world. 

I feel like it’s a wonderful way to think of it, because it takes away the idea of comparison. We may have been fiddles long ago, with fiddles beside us…. but now, he’s my banjo and I’m his guitar, and we’re making a whole new kind of beautiful music together.

Categories: Widowed and Healing, Widowed and New Love, Uncategorized

About Sarah Treanor and Mike Welker

Mike and Sarah are both widowed and are now in a new relationship together sharing about their experiences of living on with grief and new love.

Mike lost his wife Megan in 2014 due to complications from Cystic Fibrosis. Together they had a daughter, Shelby, whom you will hear of often from Mike and Sarah as she embarks on her teen years.

In contrast to the lifelong illness they dealt with, Sarah lost her fiance Drew suddenly in 2012. He was a helicopter pilot and died in a crash while working a contract job across the country.

What you'll read from Mike and Sarah will be both experiences from their current life and love as well as the past... "To us, it is all one big story, and one big family. Now being over 5 years since we lost our partners, the fresher wounds are healed, but there are still fears, triggers, sadness... and there is of course still profound love. Love for the two people who brought us together and for each other. With their love surrounding us, we continue living, learning, and loving on."

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