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It’s Over

Posted on: July 31, 2020 | Posted by: Kelley Lynn

July, that is.
The death month.
The month that he died.
It’s over.
After today.
For another year.
We now move into August,
and my anxiety finally gets to shut down for awhile.
Notice I didn’t say shut off.
Nope.
It rarely shuts itself off.
But sometimes it needs a break.
From pain and anguish and fear and emotions.
Just a break.
So it shuts down, or it pauses.
The grief pauses,
maybe sits still for awhile,
before it starts revamping again.

But for now,
July will be over,
and it couldn’t come fast enough.
The dreaded countdown march to the death day,
plus dealing with both of my parents being positive with Covid,
and taking care of them,
and trying to make damn sure
that nobody dies.
Especially in July.
No dying allowed in July,
or in August, September, October Novem …
well, you get the idea.
Thanks for listening.

Categories: Widowed, Widowed and Healing, Widowed Emotions, Widowed Suddenly

About Kelley Lynn

Kelley Lynn is a comedian, actor, TED talk speaker, and author of "My Husband Is Not a Rainbow: the brutally awful, hilarious truth about life, love, grief, and loss." Kelley was widowed at age 39 when her beautiful husband Don left for work one morning and never came home. (sudden heart attack.) Since then, it has been her mission to change the conversations we have surrounding grief and death, and to help those who are sitting in the dark, to find some light again. Kelley is a proud kitty mom to Sammy and Autumn, the 2 rescues that she and Don adopted together. In 2017, Kelley met her next great love story, Nick. They married on New Year's Eve 2020 in a FB LIVE ceremony, and are loving their new home in Westminster, MA.

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