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i carry your heart with me

Posted on: November 3, 2021 | Posted by: Kathie Neff

a heart with light shining within
Image courtesy of Elias Maurer via unsplash.com

i carry it in my heart . . .

  after e.e. cummings poem

 

i carry your heart with me

(i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it

(anywhere i go you go, 

my dear)

e.e. cummings

 

 

i carry your heart with me

the heart that broke—grew—broke literally—and mended

the heart that gave and saved

 

i carry your heart with me

as i always have, really

 

i carry it in my heart

so deep inside

it cannot be seen amid my daily interactions 

with humans

except

for an exceptional few

whose super-powers allow that sight

 

i am never without it

oddly

people talk about being separated

by death

without knowing that the opposite is also true

 

i am never without your heart

and

although i know this is true, 

my dear

i must confess to a

sometimes

terrible

longing in my heart

for you

 

since i do not

always

feel

you

 

therefore

to hold you

here

i must believe it so

 

– a widow

 

Categories: Newly Widowed, Widowed and Healing, Widowed Emotions

About Kathie Neff

Kathie Neff was widowed on April 15, 2021. She and her beloved husband, Dan, were high school sweethearts and enjoyed dancing and riding horses together. They lived in gratitude, hope and forgiveness for 50 years and nine months when Dan passed quietly late at night, surrounded by their seven children who, with Kathie, were caring for him in their family home.

Dan and Kathie have been a part of Camp Widow and Soaring Spirits International since its inception, as members of Michele Neff Hernandez’s cadre of helpers from the Neff family.

Kathie believes strongly in the strength and bond that is the gift of community and brings a heart of love for all who have been affected by death and dying.

Long live love. XO

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