I’ve been able to reach the life I deserved. Just as stated above. But then the sparks fizzled…went out…as that life slipped through my fingers with fate’s plan.

This past weekend though, in the presence of those acquainted with the loss of their love, their soul mates, the sparks reignited, pilot light by pilot light.

I am coming to learn to ignite the sparks and reach the life I now deserve as Michael’s widow.

I apologize for clouding the hero he taught me to be with grief’s evil grasp.

But i have not perished.

And I will win this battle…..

This life without you here.