Widow's Voice

I’ll Suffer for You

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I want you to know that I accept the fact that you couldn’t stay

Even though my heart, keeps breaking every single day

 

I feel your loss in everything that I am, and in everything that I do

Losing you was the hardest thing I have ever had to do

 

My grief is great because my love for you is deep

The deeper the love, the harder you grieve

 

I know you wouldn’t have been able to be the same

And that would have killed you in every way

We didn’t want you to suffer anymore,

Maybe that’s why God opened you his door

 

I would take this pain all over again, 

Just to make sure that you are whole once again

 

I take this suffering, over your pain 

Because my love for you is infinite and here to stay

About Mari Posa

I am a blessed woman with many shadows of darkness. I have met the love of my life, my best friend, and my soulmate. I have experienced motherhood and have triumphed in my career. I have built everlasting bonds, with people I love and respect. I consider myself blessed. With all those blessings, there are also shadows of darkness. I watched my father die as he held my hand and took his last breath. I lost many hopes and dreams as I buried the love of my life at the age of 31, just four months after burying my father. I left a stable and secure career for something much more significant, but then lost it all. I have seen immense beauty and extreme darkness in this life. I am a woman whose world was shattered into a million pieces, in what was supposed to be the best time of my life. Through love, learning, and therapy, I continue to move forward in this life with grief right beside me. I continue to honor those who have left this earth with pieces of my heart. I take one day at a time.