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Ghost Dancing into Our Forever~

Posted on: November 1, 2017 | Posted by: Alison Miller

I will sing you to me.

As the days and moments and years pass by,

I will sing you to me.

As I gaze up at the mighty Universe each night,

From wherever my pink trailer happens to park,

I will sing you to me.

As my heart wanders this land,

Seeking you, not finding you

But wishing desperately to connect with you and to you,

Somewhere, anywhere, everywhere,

I will sing you to me.

Gently sighing the words of Love our hearts exchanged

As we lived our years and our Love story,

I will sing you to me.

Where are you, my dearest Love?

On this night when the veil lifts between me and you…

Where are you?

As my hand reaches through the veil, searching for yours,

As my heart bleeds for you

And I lightly touch your picture your compass your wallet your moustache comb

Seeking to feel your presence again,

I will sing you to me.

As our music drifts lightly into the night air and my feet move slowly in remembered steps and my hands lift to just the right height, where the breadth of your shoulders wait for my touch,

And I ghost dance with you under these stars in this Universe in the world you left, where I am now, without you, my dearest Love,

Through the years and the moments and the days that stretch into Forever…

Into Forever, my dearest Love, where you exist and I don’t,

My body will move with you and, yes,

I will sing you to me, always.

Forever sing you to me, into the Forever of Time…

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About Alison Miller

My beloved husband Chuck died while we were full timing on the road. We’d rented a condo for our stay in southern CA, and I had to leave 3 weeks after his death. All I knew at that time was that I had to find a way to continue traveling on my own, because settling down without him made me break into a cold sweat. I knew that the only place I’d find any connection to Chuck again was out on the roads we’d been traveling for our last 4 years together. I knew nobody out on the road, I knew grief was a great isolator, and I knew I had to change the way I traveled without him, to make it more emotionally bearable for me. So I bought a new car, had a shade of pink customized for it, bought a tiny trailer and painted the trim in pink, learned how to tow and camp, and set out alone. My anxiety was through the roof, and all I knew to trust was the Love that Chuck left behind for me. I found Soaring Spirits early on, thank god, and the connections I made through SS helped ground me to some extent. I needed to know that other widow/ers were out there in my world, because I felt so disoriented and dislocated. Through Soaring Spirits, as the miles added up, my rig taking me north, south, east and west, I found community. I found sanity…or at least I learned that if I was bat shit crazy, I was in good company, and realizing that ultimately saved my sanity. PinkMagic, my rig, is covered with hundreds of names of loved ones sent to me by my widowed community, and I know it isn’t visible to the naked eye, but I’ll let you in on a secret…she actually illuminates Love as I drive down the many roads in our country, and I can see it through my side view mirror. Love does, indeed, live on~

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