I’ve never been so detached as I am currently.

 

Since Linzi’s left, the landscape of the dating world and my approach to it has endured a complete facelift.

 

I’m not sure quite yet if that’s a good or bad thing.

 

Right now, I’m only thinking of myself.

 

Casual sex has never been a concept to me. It is now.

 

I’ve always been the monogamous hopeless romantic who pursued a woman with the entirety of my soul and being, upholding the utmost of chivalry and gentlemanly mannerisms.

 

That version of me is missing. I’m not sure if I miss it…although it concerns if it should never return again.

 

Where is the me of yesteryear? Did he die with Linzi? Perhaps.

 

A new man has come forth, an odd mixture of the husband Linzi knew and an unrecognizable concoction of a man she never knew.

 

Whether or not the outcome of his actions will prove to be for better or for worse…only time will tell.