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Yellow Daffodils

Posted on: April 2, 2026 | Posted by: Gary Ravitz

April 1st was overcast, dreary, windy, and cold, yet there I stood in my yard, without a coat or hat, admiring about a dozen yellow garden daffodils, which seemed to have sprouted overnight. An early Spring gift from Lee.

At Deer Tick Manor, I remember seeing her step inside our house, tired from laboring under a warming sun, ruddy, yet smiling.  I watch her sip from a tall glass of cool water.  A few minutes pass, then she returns to her plants.

Lee loved to work the soil. She loved to plan a garden.

The gardens at Deer Tick, and the gardens here.  Sometimes I wonder whether the young couple who purchased Deer Tick Manor after Lee passed maintains them.  Maybe one day I’ll have occasion to drive by the tract and find out for myself.

Today, here at home, as the sole beneficiary of her careful planning, I reap the benefits throughout the spring, summer, and fall. Indeed, to my eyes, the grounds remain pleasant to look at with the onset of winter, after the trees have shed their leaves.

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A local botanic garden lauds daffodils, describing the spring favorite: “Long-lasting. Sturdy. Cold-tolerant. Fragrant. Sun-loving. Pest-free. Gorgeous in a vase. Despised by deer.”  That says it all, I suppose.

Even though only a few clumps of these bright flowers are visible at present, I know more will soon follow. Like everything else Lee planted, their prominent placement at the front of a raised bed was no accident.

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Based on long experience, I know the yard won’t reach its peak of color or fragrance before mid-June. Nonetheless, I like these early days of spring best of all.  The annual miracle of renewal takes place in its own time and at its own pace. In due course, plants will revive and rise. Their fresh flowers emerge to attract new bees and other pollinators. Soon, the returning birds will settle in for another long stay, joining their hardier brethren who live here around the year.

Eventually, a full tree canopy will emerge, but for now, I only see hints of the smooth, new leaves that will grow rapidly once our temperatures rise in earnest. This could still be a week or two off, I imagine. Only then will the returning birds and other small tree creatures appear in force to forage and raise young.

Meanwhile, I sense the garden Lee made is about to return.  Despite such dreary weather, I feel exhilarated and uplifted.

Categories: Widowed Signs from Loved One

About Gary Ravitz

In relevant part, my musings are for me. It’s one of the ways in which I process losing my sweetest. Of course, Lee didn’t want to die. She had fought like hell, but the relentless cancers kept coming: Skin cancers; breast cancer; head and neck cancer; colon cancer; and finally, the deadly pancreatic cancer. In June 2020, and only after being pressed hard by Lee, her oncologist opined that my wife had from two weeks to two months left to live, turned on her heels and nearly sprinted from the hospital room, never again to be seen or heard from by us. I promptly removed Lee from the hospital and brought her home. It was the right thing to do and I only wish I had acted sooner over “the best” medical advice to the contrary. In fact, my sweet wife only had nine days left to live. At the final, she embraced her own death with great courage and unfailing kindness. It was a truly remarkable display of grace and wondrous to behold. It was my great privilege and honor to be with her every step of the way. And now, it’s my privilege to be able to write a few words to you each week. In a nutshell, I believe every journey is unique, but, hopefully, to know that you do not have to walk it alone can also be reassuring. And, along the way, you might hear a bit more information about me.
Gary

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