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Mike Welker

H O P E

November 6, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

This past weekend, Sarah and I traveled to Toronto to attend our third Camp Widow there.  We’ve both realized that Camp Widow recharges us. Though we may not be in the active throes of grief on a daily basis, with Megan’s death four years ago, and Drew’s six, there is something about telling our stories, and hearing others’ that brings a…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Emotions, Widowed Community, Miscellaneous Tagged With: Home, Courage, wisdom, widower, Opportunity, camp widow, sarah treanor, hope, Mike Welker, love, widower with children, help

A Real Page Turner

October 23, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

I’m 38 today.  Eight years since 30, 2 years until 40.  Is it supposed to be surreal? Am I truly supposed to feel like I’m getting older?  I guess I’m considered middle-aged, or “getting up in the years”.  But, do I feet like I’m anywhere near the end of the story? I don’t.  I don’t feel old or long in the tooth.  Sure, my back…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Memories, Miscellaneous Tagged With: metaphor, Mike Welker, widower with children, life, Experience, Book, Chapter, widower, memories

Overdrive

October 16, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

For those of you not aware of what “overdrive” is in a car, I’ll try to simply explain it.  Overdrive is a gear in the transmission that is less than a 1:1 ratio with the engine. Effectively, the wheels turn faster than the motor. It’s great for cruising at higher speeds.  The engine doesn’t have to work as hard, so it’s a more…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed and Healing, Widowed Emotions, Miscellaneous Tagged With: widower, Stress, Mike Welker, widower with children, cars, Metaphors, changes, Anticipation

Trigger Tropes

October 9, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

I don’t have much to say today, other than a reminder (and perhaps, a warning to those of you reading that are still in the raw, early stages of your grief) that triggers can appear anywhere at random, no matter how “far out” you may think you are. We’re never truly “free” from our grief.  It may fade, in a way. We evolve and learn to…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Memories, Widowed Emotions, Widowed by Illness, Miscellaneous Tagged With: triggers, hospital, TV, widower, media, memories, medical, Long Term Illness, Mike Welker, widower with children, grief, time, movies

Revolution 34

September 25, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

If many of my posts sound like a broken record, it’s because they are.  For those of you old enough to remember, the slightest scratch on a vinyl album could stop the music in its literal track and replace it with two seconds of repeating sounds.  It was aggravating when it happened. You could hope that it was just a blip. A speck of dust or an…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Memories, Widowed by Illness, Miscellaneous Tagged With: widower, memories, Long Term Illness, Mike Welker, widower with children, Metaphors, Music, imperfection, next chapter

Drafted into Challenge

September 18, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

20 years ago, I woke up to a screaming drill instructor, chaos, mind games, and effectively running everywhere I went.  I lived in a green uniform, seeing no other colors but black, green, and brown for months. I swam in 10 foot deep water with 120 pounds of gear, went 3 days and 48 miles of marching on 4 hours of total sleep (and one meal).  I…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Emotions, Military Widowed, Widowed by Illness Tagged With: Cystic Fibrosis, challenge, difficulty, widower, Long Term Illness, Mike Welker, widower with children, grief, Mourning, military

Patriot’s Day

September 11, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

Seventeen years ago, today, I was driving back from the base medical office to my shop after receiving some vaccines.  It was a beautiful morning in North Carolina. Slightly on the muggy side, but the sun was shining and the temperature was perfect.   As was common at the time, I tuned to Howard Stern on the radio, and after a few minutes, he…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Miscellaneous Tagged With: widower with children, Remembrance, September 11, Patriot Day, Veteran, Terminology, widower, Mike Welker

Widow’s Roast

August 28, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

How about something a little light hearted?  Instead of writing morosely and trying to explain metaphors, I’ll look around the room and just take stock of where I am, nearing 4 years since Megan’s death?  I don’t feel like “finding meaning” today. Not every day has to have “meaning” when it comes to widowerhood. Sometimes, funny…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Therapy, Widowed by Illness Tagged With: Mike Welker, widower with children, writing, Humor, widows voice, sarcasm, widower, Long Term Illness

Taking the Lead

August 21, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

There were so many reasons for Megan to be proud of Shelby.  From her sheer intelligence, to her love for reading, to even her quirky weirdness.  She appreciated that Shelby had a love for nature, at least tiny animals and flowers.  We would take Shelby camping at least once a year, but due to Megan’s condition, that was the limit. We took one…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Therapy, Miscellaneous Tagged With: decisiveness, Mike Welker, widower with children, Metaphors, kids, Nature, Hiking, growing up, Pride, Leadership, confidence, widower

The Safe Choice

August 14, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

I met Megan when I was only twenty-two years old.  I was fresh off of my active duty tour as a Marine, having been in the communications specialty for the past four years.  My “job” was, effectively, IT, just as it is now. I was ready to “settle down” already.  I had met a good woman, I was back home, with four years experience in my…

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Unshared Milestone

August 7, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

Yesterday would have been Megan and I’s thirteenth wedding anniversary.  It has been the fourth since she died. We didn’t quite make it to a decade together as husband and wife, but we at least got to have the experience of buying our own home and becoming parents.  We got to have a formal wedding, with a service in a church and a catered…

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Mountain Salve

July 24, 2018 by Mike Welker Leave a Comment

Today, Megan would have been 37 years old.  This is the fourth birthday since her death, and I can confidently say that they have gotten a bit easier.  I’m not a ball of snot and tears, or missing her any more than I already do. She’s s imply “in focus” today.  There is no other way to describe it but “in focus”.  On any given day,…

Filed Under: Widowed, Widowed Parenting, Widowed Birthdays Tagged With: widower, birthday, Mike Welker, widower with children, Pride, Vacation, Honeymoon

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